Engine week today was great! We were stationed at the super skyhawk. A very wrong place to be in, with the harsh heat! How I wished it would snow, even if it's just for a few seconds. But then again, that would show how sick the earth is, irony.
Had lots of fun there chit chatting and taking photos, candids especially. Sengie, Joc, Alvan, Eugene, Mave, Donovan, Adeline were there :}
Went back to lessons, time with careperson, Paul. Lots of things ran through my mind after what he said. I really wonder where I'll end up to after my diploma. Getting into a Local Uni is sort of impossible, unless I do get a GPA 3.8 and above. Sem1.1, supposedly the easiest I suppose, and I only got 3.6 instead. I suppose only all As can land me to a good position again.
Embry-riddle? Tuition fees are amazing. 25k per year for two years. How much do I need to slog to pay this amount back? It only ensures me a better standing in the aviation industry. What if one day I've decided that it's enough and I want to venture outside this industry. No one can predicts the future. The degree that i slogged so hard to pay and get, might just end me up to nowhere.
Studying at Florida instead of internship would also means I need money again for accomodations there, and lose the opportunity of having an internship that might possibly get me my future job.
I know I need to work extremely hard. I shouldn't procrastinate, which I'm still used to doing. Sort of in a loss now, I wish I'm still a kid.
I admit I was behaving immaturely. I wanted youto have a taste of someone letting you down. But I shall stop now, just treat it as a very wrong decision of mine.
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